5/9/2023 0 Comments Gabe habash stephen floridaForgetting the human body has bleed and tear and break functions, never mind that there are small squares of your head designed just to inform you about fear and misgivings. Two black mats, two matches going at once. Stands 10 rows high, half empty, half the people in them other wrestlers from the three other schools waiting for their turn. I’m constantly reminded that I’m not owed anything. What will make my thoughts less ugly while I wait for my turn? I live in these little chambers of dissatisfaction like a frustrated prince. I walk into the gym faster than the rest of them, I’m the first one to the locker room and pick the one in the corner. And when you want out of your skin so you can rush somebody and just get your match started already, and when you get out of the van six hours later, the same things are still there to think about because you haven’t made any headway into finishing them off - that won’t happen until the referee lets you go with his fucking whistle. Steele looks like Sterling looks like Richardton looks like Dickinson looks like Belfield looks like Wibaux looks like Glendive looks like shut in the van for six hours with a lot to think about, looks like a big straight line with a million fence posts, looks like something stuck in your teeth.
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